Friday, April 28, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:10 PM
i am feeling so so sad suddenly. like really sudden. for no reason. nicole is feeling the exact same way as me. sigh.
it's with everything in life i guess. realisation of how much i actually dont know. and how typical a life i am currently leading. mundane. borring. sometimes certain things that happen will make me happy. like dance. kap outings. i dont know. but after that things will stay the same. zouzhao asked me the other day why do i always look so sad. do i? chit said that to me before too.maybe it's this resignation to life. and the way
time is passing by so so fast. so fast that sometimes i feel that i cant catch up.
okay this is like such a moodswinggy post. i dont know whats wrong with me. and i sound so damn incoherent. ah
whatever.recently i have been realising how important
you are to me.
yes i need a big hug too nicole <3i reallyreally want to smile;